Are you an infiltrator.. I know one of there main tactics one of many.. An just to put it bluntly..you should ask for help from above.. Read Psalms all of the chapters in the 50's particularly 51 when you have offended God(anytime you do something not aligned with His Word). When you read it you will understand what it is saying to Him but you must believe. If you are truly in a struggle, the only way you will get out of this is if you join them an give up on God's Promise an put your soul an spirit in very grave danger. If you are alone I understand how hard it is to not trust anyone or apprehensive going to doctor's for checkups, dread going to work cause of the bullying an V2K used on you at home an other places to make you feel uncomfortable an many other things etc..the familiars: what I call them, agents(our brothers an sisters Christ gave us)have decided to help usher in the order that is to come. If you don't understand I will tell you what I do know an what I have learned over the years they have tried to an have hurt me if you want to know as a real person looking for someway to understand what is happening(if your not an infiltrator). An even if you are it does not matter...lastly just ask away an I'll share with you what The Holy Spirit has shared with me on what is happening to us(that's is if you are not an infiltrator then you should already know what the goals are). If I hear back from you we will begin to correspond then they will intercept an break it with trying to tell you all kinds of things about the person your getting info from ME I'm this I'm that here listen to this listen to that watch this watch that..an you will be tempted to say hey maybe there work has merit look at the stuff this guy is doing. An join there fight to be some kind of social justice police force all to get your life back in order throw this evil man under the bus an help us..forgetting why you were attacked in the first place. That's the recruit tactic to get you to start your journey to give up your soul. Psalms will give you greater detail of what our brothers an sisters have decided to do with there free will(God's gift to us). I hope this message find you an you are okay. In closing. If you are serious I will give you the greatest tool you will need to combat one of there best tactics. God Bless you an I will be praying for you to have strength an for The Spirit to reach out to you more.

Take care

Mac