Hi I'm Lloyd E Van Horn Born in Oakland Ca
Raised in Fremont Ca and live in San Francisco Ca
I am Bay Area"s Best "Private Event Bartender"
Im a "Targeted Individual' thats insubordinate I will tell you why....
Im also a Powerfully Talented" Indigo Adult"
I love people well that means you.I have had a fantastic life I Had fun being in the Hospitality industry meeting some amazing spirited people.I still have friends from High School that I adore and love.My mission in life is to help others.I took care of a few of my companions and friends nursing them till they crossed over to another world. I have the gift of Seeing ,Predicting ,and being Insightful.I have the THiRD EYE and I used it throughout my life to help others to achieve their enlightenment.God works in my life.I have been visited by people in other detentions on more than one occasion .I have predicted some amazing events in my life. Even events that are current. I'm clairvoyant.I was visited by 2 ghost. One I tried to save a mans live because he was stabbed the other,I was age 15 a women that was supposed to marry my father , He didn't. She committed suicide.Its a beautiful thing to be an indigo Child and now an adult. Its tough being a Targeted individual and an Indigo Adult I have been through so much turmoil with my handlers The people that read my mind 24-7 Daily .They overstepped their boundaries by being the driving force in 15 suicide attempts.After many years it took me awhile to find out what and who.was happening to me.I stoped when I discovered who these people were.They say they didn't mean too or it was a difference of opinion,That they tried help me with brutal force.They wouldn't stop pussing me even when I asked told and pleated with them to stop.They tried to kill me over and over and I wouldn't die because God loves me.They are trying to make amends.I feel for the last 15-20 years that my life is ruined due to the lack of human kindness and compassion for humanity.Im an Alcoholic and an addict and was refused and denied a 12 step program to better my life.They used mind control while,I was in a rehab,When I was at an AA meeting, while I was doing step work with a Sponcer .These programs are meant to save lives like mine.I was doing something that most people don't.Get help for myself.Its Premeditated Murder. They used FORCE. They were surprised when I proved to them that im a clairvoyant an Indigo and I was visited by people not from earth.Sad to say but its proof.I told them 9mo ago that something was going to happen in 6mo that was going to make their head spin.So here we are.Im saddened.My 20 year experience has been a living hell.The first time I was targeted .When I first heard their voice in my head I went straight home and tried to take my life.I was beyond terrified.The way they used me over the years is inhuman.On more than one occasion they never called an ambulance and I almost died.They were the driving FORCE in these attempts.Which is Illegal.I am weak.By them not leaving me alone when I Needed to save my life from addition.When they came in my life I was going to a program and they said I wasn't doing enough.Because they blocked my sobriety over the years from happening i'm now suffering and sick.This is the second time I was targeted.They used Brainwash and mind control to force me into a rehabs and 12 step program.They made me forget the terror I went through the first time targeted.I remember them saying I would forget them "Mind Control"I woke up the next day and forgot about them and carried on not hearing them for 5 years .I stayed sober for 5 years But I knew there was something was wrong deep within me.I had a relapse.I wanted to return to the program.They came back after 5 years and they were yelling at me.I couldn't remember who they were until I had 2 days of flashbacks of the first time I was targeted and terrorized and the horror.it was horrifying and immoral I told them"You can't help me and I couldn't remember who these people were untill the flashbacks.They prevented me from stoping smoking by yelling at me when I had a with draw. My Life is absolutely saddened and I'm now in pour health.I don't see myself making it through this deadly world pandemic.never the less I'm dying from my addiction.These people have no mortals.Im going to miss this world not knowing that I could have had a better life through 12 step Without the Mind Control Perpetrators .I wish someone could help but I'm too weak they crippled my Indigo psychic abilities.Right now I Just need my AA.CMA. Indigo"s and Targeted individuals Friends.I came to a place where I forgave my enemy for the wrong doings done to me.But they still won't leave me alone ,constant 24hr Bullshit Im done.What should I do,I only have a few family members and a few friends.These people will never leave me alone constant harassment in my own home. Fu@k the government.Look how they are killing YOU. I love you because someone taught me to love me May the stars be your reminder that the universe is just a spirit away.