I love people well that means you.I have had a fantastic life I Had fun being in the Hospitality industry meeting some amazing spirited people.I still have friends from High School that I adore and love.My mission in life is to help others.I took care of a few of my companions and friends nursing them till they crossed over to another world. I have the gift of Seeing ,Predicting ,and being Insightful.I have the THiRD EYE and I used it throughout my life to help others to achieve their enlightenment.God works in my life.I have been visited by people in other detentions on more than one occasion .I have predicted some amazing events in my life. Even events that are current. I'm clairvoyant.I was visited by 2 ghost. One I tried to save a mans live because he was stabbed the other,I was age 15 a women that was supposed to marry my father , He didn't. She committed suicide.Its a beautiful thing to be an indigo Child and now an adult. Its tough being a Targeted individual and an Indigo Adult I have been through so much turmoil with my handlers The people that read my mind 24-7 Daily .They overstepped their boundaries by being the driving force in 15 suicide attempts.After many years it took me awhile to find out what and who.was happening to me.I stoped when I discovered who these people were.They say they didn't mean too or it was a difference of opinion,That they tried help me with brutal force.They wouldn't stop pussing me even when I asked told and pleated with them to stop.They tried to kill me over and over and I wouldn't die because God loves me.They are trying to make amends.I feel for the last 15-20 years that my life is ruined due to the lack of human kindness and compassion for humanity.Im an Alcoholic and an addict and was refused and denied a 12 step program to better my life.They used mind control while,I was in a rehab,When I was at an AA meeting, while I was doing step work with a Sponcer .These programs are meant to save lives like mine.I was doing something that most people don't.Get help for myself.Its Premeditated Murder. They used FORCE. They were surprised when I proved to them that im a clairvoyant an Indigo and I was visited by people not from earth.Sad to say but its proof.I told them 9mo ago that something was going to happen in 6mo that was going to make their head spin.So here we are.Im saddened.My 20 year experience has been a living hell.The first time I was targeted .When I first heard their voice in my head I went straight home and tried to take my life.I was beyond terrified.The way they used me over the years is inhuman.On more than one occasion they never called an ambulance and I almost died.They were the driving FORCE in these attempts.Which is Illegal.I am weak.By them not leaving me alone when I Needed to save my life from addition.When they came in my life I was going to a program and they said I wasn't doing enough.Because they blocked my sobriety over the years from happening i'm now suffering and sick.This is the second time I was targeted.They used Brainwash and mind control to force me into a rehabs and 12 step program.They made me forget the terror I went through the first time targeted.I remember them saying I would forget them "Mind Control"I woke up the next day and forgot about them and carried on not hearing them for 5 years .I stayed sober for 5 years But I knew there was something was wrong deep within me.I had a relapse.I wanted to return to the program.They came back after 5 years and they were yelling at me.I couldn't remember who they were until I had 2 days of flashbacks of the first time I was targeted and terrorized and the horror.it was horrifying and immoral I told them"You can't help me and I couldn't remember who these people were untill the flashbacks.They prevented me from stoping smoking by yelling at me when I had a with draw. My Life is absolutely saddened and I'm now in pour health.I don't see myself making it through this deadly world pandemic.never the less I'm dying from my addiction.These people have no mortals.Im going to miss this world not knowing that I could have had a better life through 12 step Without the Mind Control Perpetrators .I wish someone could help but I'm too weak they crippled my Indigo psychic abilities.Right now I Just need my AA.CMA. Indigo"s and Targeted individuals Friends.I came to a place where I forgave my enemy for the wrong doings done to me.But they still won't leave me alone ,constant 24hr Bullshit Im done.What should I do,I only have a few family members and a few friends.These people will never leave me alone constant harassment in my own home. Fu@k the government.Look how they are killing YOU. I love you because someone taught me to love me May the stars be your reminder that the universe is just a spirit away.

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Lloyd E Van Horn

Mar 24, 2020

aladriel32

Mar 29, 2020

Hello Lloyd. I, too, have been and still am a Targeted Individual, for more than 20 years now. They chose me, without my consent and permission, to be their TI since the year 1999. They have tried to kill me a few times, but God and His countless Guardians/Protectors/Defenders/more saved my life every time. I had a hit-and-run event more than 15 years ago, by them, that left me disabled. A male driver disobeyed a Stop sign, hit my body with his sedan and drove off. God saved my life again then, too; however, I have had to live in a lot of pain ever since. There is no physical position I can be in that does not cause pain. Less than 3 years ago, I moved to a different state and some of those stalkers followed and moved to the new town and state, too. A few of the same people that were stalking me before, in the state I used to live in, have even moved into the same neighborhood where I now live in. I recognized all their faces. Some of them also did not bother changing their vehicles' makes and models. They are so smug and confident that they are very protected that many of them did not bother to disguise themselves and/or change their vehicles, etc. I am under surveillance 24/7. There is no where I can go that the stalkers will not follow. My health is very fragile now because there are convoys of vehicles that regularly pass back and forth by where I live that beam all kinds of energy weapons at me. I get microwave, psychotronics and other harmful energy/radiation/electromagnetic beams directed at me where I live and in stores/businesses (they have some of their zombie slave workers go into stores with smaller energy weapon devices and beam at me), regularly. I also cannot get true help at hospitals and clinics. I have had doctors, who were cruel to me and never provided me with any relief or help. I changed doctors many times and have always gotten same result -- none of the new doctors really helped me. I know they blocked me from getting help in many ways. I have applied for assistance and they went into the system and changed my information and made it incorrect. They have also blocked me from getting any help at all after I have applied for help, which I more than qualified for. I know what it is like to feel hopeless and helpless, Lloyd. Please do not give up. You are a lot stronger than you know. This world needs and values a great person such as you. I do my best to continue to be kind, compassionate and help other people whenever I can, knowing well they do not want me to help and awaken people. The world is changing. It may be slow, but it is going to continue to get better. There is a war going on, a silent war of good guys VS. bad guys. It is worldwide. And I know in my heart and soul the good will triumph over the bad because it always will be God's universe. He has countless, infinitely powerful armies at His disposal that will always win over all evil ones of this world -- of the whole universe. You have my support and care, Lloyd. It is my hope/wish that you will receive the help you need and choose to stay and continue to fight the very wicked ones in this world. We are very strong and powerful and they know that well. That is why they came after people like us. We can help change this world into a much better world for ALL. They do not want that as they want and need everyone to continue to be their sheeples/slave workers for their benefits only. Take good care and be kind to yourself. You are a beloved child of the universe, Lloyd. My love to you and to all people that read this. May God/Goddess/All That Is heal, protect, defend and safe-guard all individuals, who urgently need it very much.

~ Penny E. in Tucker, GA 30084.

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